A waste of tears.
I look up ahead try to ignore the pain.
The loneliness and the hate.
Think things clearly.
Wake up early to get all those falls thoughts out of head and turn over.
I must don't let something silly bring me down.
I must don't let it drag me around.
Get myself together.
Take off all that make up and let them see who really i am.
There is nothing to be blammed of.