Copy From FS Blog
Date ::: 8th August 2006
Remember i looked at u than u looked at me ? we had a love conection between us. U told me u love me and i told u i love u. I gave u everything from me and u took all away. U had to leave me but u never said good-bye but today u come to see me. U wrote to me but i didnt reply u.
Two days ago u said that u love me just like before. But today u said no. How sad it is. And yet! U make me down again. So down. And u make me lost again. Later then we never talk to each other we just say hi or good-bye.
NOW. I moved on. Just like u did to me. Well guess what u r the one with a broken heart just like me. These moments in time are urs. These two moments are urs to keep. Treasure them for we must each go along our own paths. U to ur destiny and I to mine.
The dreams I dream of you, as I lay awake at night. Tears flowing down your face, rivers flowing down mine. As we think of our parting, and reminisce our love. But always remember ... That I am here.. I am here.. I am here in your very beginning. Our love cannot be forgotten for I am here ... I am here .. Hiding from you ..
U and I were the greatest thing that laughter and smiles is what we would bring. We would talk on the phone, until it was time for bed. Even then I would see you, in my dreams, inside my head. Every time I saw you, I would always smile. U could see a glow in my eyes from miles and miles and I wish I was still holding onto u.
But you gotta go now. So what can I do? Now when I see u, there's always a frown. Won't u please turn that sad frown upside down? If u're not happy, then just say ur goodbye. Because seeing u depressed, brings tears to my eyes.
Today I approached you again. But u didn't say a word. I still have feelings for u. Haven't u heard? I miss seeing u smile and laugh. Won't u please remember the fun we had? Holding hands coming from lunch and I miss u a whole bunch! U were all I talked about. Now all I do is walk around the house and being lonely.
I love hearing your voice. It brings a smile to my mouth. It's a sound that I shall always embrace. I had no idea on how I actually felt this way. Please tell me..why does it feel like u're pushing me away? The reason we broke up, we'd already know why. Just thinking about u now makes me want to cry. It was peer pressure..
U said I lied too much. But U would easily take me back with just one touch. Please dont say that the one ur with, for u, doesn't even care. I miss ur way more than just a little bit. But now I need to toughen up.. I know we'll always be apart..That is the reason why right now, I have a broken heart.
Remember that time when I says lets take a break ? But what does a break mean to u? How can u act like i'm not there. Was what i did that bad ? U said we'll be together again. But in my eyes i see hate and in my heart i know u hate me. That is the worst feeling, but in a sense i hate u too.
At the same time i have no idea how i feel about u! My feelings have been scattered in my brain. Giving me a tobbing headache. Then when i looked into ur eyes i know it's perfect and what i've been looking for. But now i'm slowly losing u of my life. I have to hurt u and it must.
Am i left with no way to fix what i've done ?? I am sorry dear... I am sorry. I've noticed myself that i know what u feels i understand and i feel like hell for treating u the way i have I am truly an ugly person inside.. and i am ashamed..