It Is Very Hard To Say The Exact Truth, Even About Your Own Immediate Feelings

Much Harder Than To Say Something Fine About Them Which Is Not The Exact Truth

Showing posts with label May. Show all posts
Showing posts with label May. Show all posts

Monday, May 02, 2011

--==[[ Why Worry!~ ]]==--

2nd Copy From FS
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This entry was posted on October 1, 2006 at 9:48 am


--==[[ With Merrah Amanie @ Manhattan Fish Mid Valley Mega Mall 3rd April 2010 ]]==--



For every tear that falls, i will be there for you. For every inch of pain that you feel, i will feel it to. I will be there for you through thick and thin. I will be your rock when you need me to be. I will always be there for you.



For every heart ache you feel, i feel it to. For every ounce of misery you feel, i feel it to. What ever you do that makes you hurt, i will feel it. Love isn't something that you or i can run from. It's a feeling like no other.



When you cry, will cry with you. Through thick and thin, i will always be there for you. When you feel like you have nothing left to live for, remember me. I will always be there for you.


For every time you smile, i will smile with you. For every tear that you cry out of joy, i will cry with you and i will always be there for you.




Credit to Mr. Uj For This Song... :)





Sunday, May 24, 2009

--==[[ MaLaS!~]]==-- II



Huwargh!~
Malas lagi hari ini. Bangun tidur jam 3.12ptg. Apa nak jadi entah. Celik mata. Call dia. Cadang mahu deting. Tapi bila call, dia kata sudah siap masak. Kensel! Sebenarnya tidak perasan pun jam dah 3ptg masa bangun tidur tadi. Hehe.



Apa nak buat? Online. Cadangnya mahu ber DJ. Tapi ada yang kata lagu lompat2 pula. Kensel lagi. Mana pula pergi Junior agaknya. Tidur bersama Junior, memang payah untuk bergerak dari tempat tidur. Berlawan2 tidurnya. Memang tidak akan bangun selagi salah seorang tidak bergerak. Salah seorang kah? Salah satu. Entah. Hakhak!




Uj call. Ajak pergi makan ikan bakar. Mahu belanja katanya. Wah! Memang tengah lapar sangat. Malam tadi lepas badminton tidak menjamah apa2 makanan. Milo ais sahaja yang masuk ke dalam perut. Huk! Ah! Malas untuk manaip apa2 lagi.




Junior dah masuk bilik. MeoW~ MeoW~~ Perut bulat. Mewah betul makanan dia. Aik! Dah keluar semula. Datang melawat agaknya. Tengok2 tuannya masih belum mandi. Haha! Mahu pergi ke tidak ye? Tadi RedLipStik pula call. Katanya Uj ajak makan ikan bakar. Sudah tau. Hek! Malas betul mahu pergi mandi. Kalau tidak mandi boleh? Huhu! Yang sebenarnya saya malas untuk ke mana2 hari ini. Kerana poket saya sangat2 kering buat masa ini. Hmm...










Thursday, May 21, 2009

--==[[ m0ody!~ ]]==--

--==[[ Dawn. Farm. Kg. Pulau/Air Rawa, Gemencheh, N9 ]]==--


Black sun rays fall upon soul casting dark shadows. Causing it to become withered and grow cold skin starts pealing away showing the real me in an ugly way. Today, just the same. Tomorrow, just the same. Yesterday is gone, but the pain will never go away.


--==[[ The Things ]]==--


The clock hands are ticking backwards. It seems things that have happened in the past seem to be coming back. Driving the razor blades into unholy flesh. Leaving here naked and bare. Striped away from all what makes sane. Now drowning in the sorrow of the black sun rays.


--==[[ Restoran Ikan Bakar Lui Ujung (bak kata Uj..hek!~) ]]==--



***Tadek idea.
***Saje2 je taip gituh sbb tu je yg terlintas buat masa nih!~ ahak!~
***Takde kena mengena dgn sapa2 pon yg berkenaan!~
***But .. for this time being .. i'm missin someone..
***sOb!~ sOb!~ =(





Tuesday, May 19, 2009

--==[[ Oh CaroL!~]]==--

--==[[ Kidnapped From Ezu's Picassa Album =P ]]==--

Wohoo!~

Assalammualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh. Apa kabar sahabat? Sihat? Baru lepas makan? Bagus. Bagus. Selamat. Selamat. :)

Apa nak karang ye? Tiada sebarang idea yang boleh diceritakan di sini. Tapi, keinginan untuk menaip macam meronta2 pula.

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Habis. Tidak tahu apa yang hendak dikarang. Tadi sebelum log in macam banyak yang nak dicerita. Tiba2 fikiran kosong pula. Ish. Esok cuba lagi. sOb!~ sOb!~ :(

Oh! Carol
I am but a fool
Darling I love you
Though you treat me cruel
You hurt me
And you make me cry
But if you leave me
I will surely die

Darling, there will never be another
'Cause I love you so
Don't ever leave me
Say you'll never go

I will always want you for my sweet heart
No matter what you do
Oh! Carol
I'm so in love with you

Oh! Carol
I am but a fool
Darling I love you
Though you treat me cruel
You hurt me
And you make me cry
But if you leave me
I will surely die

Darling, there will never be another
'Cause I love you so
Don't ever leave me
Say you'll never go

I will always want you for my sweet heart
No matter what you do
Oh! Carol
I'm so in love with you...

***
Lagu ini berjaya membuat diri saya tersenyum for the whole day semalam. Brp kali round tah layan masa bersiap2 sblm keluar pg, all the way dlm kereta on kat hp pulak. Sampai otw gi jumpa dia lps keja pon masih layan. Siap suruh dia dengar sama2 sesambel nyanyi2 gak! Ahak!
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Jangan Gelak Oke!~ Kaber muka bawah kibod jap! nGe!~
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VC olskul gileh!~ Sila lah layan!~
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Teringat zaman skulah dulu2 praktis dikir barat nyanyi lagu nih~ k0h!~ k0h!~
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siGh!!~ Macam tetiba ada rasa rindu sgt2 lak!~ aHaii!~
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Wednesday, May 13, 2009

--==[[ The Number Of The Beast!~ ]]==--




Saja2 klik2 kuiz2 mengarut di FaceBook. =D
Sama ke? Tak sama kan?
Miahahahaha!~
Jangan Mara aaaa!~
k0h!~ k0h!~ k0h!~






Monday, May 11, 2009

--==[[ nGa!~ ]]==--

mish mi ?
ahakhakhak!~
enibadi luking fo mi?
hakhak!~
dono wat tu taip..
wan tu share vc onli..
so .. enjoiii...
nGahahah!~




Saturday, May 19, 2007

--==[[ May It Be!~ ]]==--



tiket wayang LORD OF THE RINGS. tercapai gak cite2 nak tengok wayang. lama gak ari tu. ade la sampai kol 8.30 mlm kot ?? lama sangat. sampaikan nak terkucil tak tertahan.. keh keh..! ingat nak gi toilet lepas tu je.. tapi...perut rasa macam nak pecah.. kui kui kui..! padan muka suma orang.. hak hak!







Wednesday, November 08, 2006

--==[[ Goodbye My Lover!~ ]]==--






Copy From FS Blog
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This entry was posted on November 8, 2006 at 5:26 pm








At night I sit alone and watch the shadows dance around.
I hold my breath and listen yet silence is the only sound.
I reach for some comfort yet feel no embrace.
I am tired of the emptiness and loneliness of this place.
I can feel no more hurt because I have learned to live with my pain.
I often wonder how I survived and continue to stay sane.
I have hurt so deeply and cried too many tears.
I have been empty and broken for so many days..weeks..months..
I am tired of pretending that I am fine and all is okay.
I am tired of hiding behind this mask I wear every day.
I have drifted so far and can no longer be saved.
These feelings hold me captive and to them I am enslaved.


TODAY I CRIED BUT NO TEARS FELL FROM MY EYES.
THEY FELL FROM THE SKY AND IT FELT LIKE EACH DROP OF RAIN WASHED SOME OF MY SIN AWAY.
ASKING PLEASE FORGIVE ME
BUT I DON'T THINK THEY HEARD ME
BECAUSE EVERY TIME I'M SAYING PLEASE GIVE ME.
LISTEN TO ME IN ONE HAND I GOT A GLASS OF GIN AND WITH THE OTHER HAND I KEEP PUTTING CIGARETTE SMOKE IN MY LUNGS.
IT SEEMS LIKE EVERYTHING IS GOING WRONG ... THEY HURT !!!
GOOD NIGHT I JUST OVERDOSED AGAIN ...





Monday, May 08, 2006

--==[[ Lose Yourself!~ ]]==--


Look, if you had one shot, or one opportunity
To seize everything you ever wanted-One moment
Would you capture it or just let it slip?

His palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy
There's vomit on his sweater already, mom's spaghetti
He's nervous, but on the surface he looks calm and ready
To drop bombs, but he keeps on forgettin
What he wrote down, the whole crowd goes so loud
He opens his mouth, but the words won't come out
He's chokin, how everybody's jokin now
The clock's run out, time's up over, bloah!
Snap back to reality, Oh there goes gravity
Oh, there goes Rabbit, he choked
He's so mad, but he won't give up that
Easy, no
He won't have it , he knows his whole back's to these ropes
It don't matter, he's dope
He knows that, but he's broke
He's so stagnant that he knows
When he goes back to his mobile home, that's when it's
Back to the lab again yo
This whole rap shit
He better go capture this moment and hope it don't pass him

You better lose yourself in the music, the moment
You own it, you better never let it go
You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow
This opportunity comes once in a lifetime yo

The soul's escaping, through this hole that it's gaping
This world is mine for the taking
Make me king, as we move toward a, new world order
A normal life is borin, but superstardom's close to post mortem
It only grows harder, only grows hotter
He blows us all over these hoes is all on him
Coast to coast shows, he's know as the globetrotter
Lonely roads, God only knows
He's grown farther from home, he's no father
He goes home and barely knows his own daughter
But hold your nose cuz here goes the cold water
His hoes don't want him no mo, he's cold product
They moved on to the next schmoe who flows
He nose dove and sold nada
So the soap opera is told and unfolds
I suppose it's old partna', but the beat goes on
Da da dum da dum da da

No more games, I'ma change what you call rage
Tear this mothafuckin roof off like 2 dogs caged
I was playin in the beginnin, the mood all changed
I been chewed up and spit out and booed off stage
But I kept rhymin and stepwritin the next cypher
Best believe somebody's payin the pied piper
All the pain inside amplified by the fact
That I can't get by with my 9 to 5
And I can't provide the right type of life for my family
Cuz man, these goddam food stamps don't buy diapers
And it's no movie, there's no Mekhi Phifer, this is my life
And these times are so hard and it's getting even harder
Tryin to feed and water my seed, plus
Teeter totter caught up between being a father and a prima donna
Baby mama drama's screamin on and
Too much for me to wanna
Stay in one spot, another day of monotony
Has gotten me to the point, I'm like a snail
I've got to formulate a plot fore I end up in jail or shot
Success is my only mothafuckin option, failure's not
Mom, I love you, but this trailer's got to go
I cannot grow old in Salem's lot
So here I go is my shot.
Feet fail me not cuz maybe the only opportunity that I got
You can do anything you set your mind to, man

--==[[ PrOpErTy Of BaDtZ ]]==--








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