I know what u gonna say. U say it every time. And i know i wont be fine. I know that u don't care. I know there’s nothing there. U can say what u want. Do as u please. So u can think what u want about me. That wont change ur mind about what u think. If i'll ever be over u completely there will one thing that I don't know.
I've made my mistakes, caused my troubles. But i didnt get a clue, yet i know i pay. I have driven hatred into this world. To which you offered peace and safety. Yet i wanted chaos and confusion. For only a moment time. Weary n hastily i got these things. With a whirl wind of consequences.
I did not mean for things to end this way. For them to be in such an up roar. My heart pleads with you. Do not forgive me but understand i am lost in a world i myself created. Though i know they are not. I have trapped myself within. Forgive me not for the heartache. Forgive me not for the troubles i've caused. But u know i apologize.