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Much Harder Than To Say Something Fine About Them Which Is Not The Exact Truth

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Showing posts with label Song. Show all posts

Sunday, January 08, 2012

Unintended


You could be my unintended

Choice to live my life extended

You could be the one I'll always love

You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions

You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can

But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged

All my dreams and all my balance

She could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended

Choice to live my life extended

You should be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can

But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

I'll be there as soon as I can

But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Before you…



Friday, May 20, 2011

--==[[ The Freshmen!~ ]]==--



When I was young and knew everything
And she a punk who rarely ever took advice
Now Im guilt stricken,
Sobbing with my head on the floor
Stop a babys breath and a shoe full of rice


I cant be held responsible
Cause she was touching her face
I wont be held responsible
She fell in love in the first place


For the life of me I cannot remember
What made us think that we were wise and
Wed never comprimise
For the life of me cannot believe
Wed ever die for these sins
We were merely freshman


My best friend took a weeks
Vacation to forget her
His girl took a weeks worth of
Valium and slept
Now hes guilt stricken sobbing with his
Head on the floor
Thinks about her now and how he never really
Wept he says


Weve tried to wash our hands of all of this
We never talk of our lacking relationships
And how were guilt stricken sobbing with our
Heads on the floor
We fell through the ice when we tried not to
Slip, wed say



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Monday, April 11, 2011

Fix You ...


When you try your best, but you don't succeed

When you get what you want, but not what you need

When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep

Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face

When you lose something you can't replace

When you love someone, but it goes to waste

Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below

When you're too in love to let it go

But if you never try you'll never know

Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down on your face

When you lose something you cannot replace

Tears stream down on your face

And I...

Tears stream down on your face

I promise you I will learn from my mistakes

Tears stream down on your face

And I...

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you





Sunday, April 10, 2011

--==[[ Fade To Black!~ ]]==--

Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filing me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now He's gone

No one but me can save myself, but it's too late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death Greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye










Tuesday, December 29, 2009

--==[[ All Mixed Up!~ ]]==--

ComeL kan? Agagagaga!~



AssaLammuaLaikum WarahmatuLLah.

Lama betuL tak menGaranG nih.

Tapi, tak ada idea puLa untuk menGaranG.

Cuma nak baGi tau nak tukar LayOut sahaja.

Hueheu.

Oke. Tata!~



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You've got to trust your instinct
And let go of regret
You've got to bet onyourself now star
'Cause that's your best bet
Watch me now with a wicked andwild and I said
We come with the funky style that gets us known for the show
Andwe'll mix the hip hop reggae if we say it is so
And fuck the naysayers causethey don't mean a thing
Cause this is what style we bring
Now it's morning butlast night's on my mind
There's something I need to get off my chest
And nomatter what may come to shine
The dream will always be mine
All mixed up, youdon't know what to do
Next thing you turn around and find the person is you
Thought a freak might be the thing
But the first could be the last, so just getoff of your ass
All mixed up, you don't know what to do
Next thing you turnaround and find the person is you
Thought a freak might be the thing
But youknow this will pass, so just get off of your ass
You've got to trust yourinstinct
And let go of regret
You've got to bet on yourself now star
`Causethat's your best bet
Watch me now with a wicked and wild and I said
Sick sickbit got to have it
Like bustin' in on a session but you got to call it quits
Sick sick bit just can't quit
Fact that you don't even know makes it fully legit
Now it's morning but last night's on my mind
There's something I need to get offmy chest
And no matter may come to shine
The dream will always be mine
You keepme coming,
That is a gal that'll kill dem stunning
You keep me coming,
That is agal that'll kill dem stunning
You keep me coming,
That is a gal that'll kill demstunning
You keep me coming,
That is a gal that'll kill dem stunning
You make menervous, throat dry
My brain is empty, don't know why
But I saw you doingsomething
Which is really truly nothing
But you could bust me out all day
Manymoons since first I saw you
Many moons since first we did the do
Many moonssince first I saw you
Many moons since first we did the do
And why did I trywhen I knew it was no and
Why did I try when I say it was so
But save it forlate we should just let it skate
'Cause the waiting feel is fine

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  • SanGat2 bLur.
  • KeLaparan.
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  • KemaLasan menGatasi seGaLanya.
  • HuwarGh~!





Thursday, November 19, 2009

--==[[ I Can't Live ]]==--

Lousy crying.

A waste of tears.

I look up ahead try to ignore the pain.

The loneliness and the hate.

Think things clearly.

Wake up early to get all those falls thoughts out of head and turn over.

I must don't let something silly bring me down.

I must don't let it drag me around.

Get myself together.

Take off all that make up and let them see who really i am.

No doubt.

There is nothing to be blammed of.




Monday, November 09, 2009

BLeedinG Me

Tears falling down my cheek, what’s happening to me? I used to be so strong, but lately I feel so weak. All the stress brings me down, tt gives me no choice. I cant seem to speak my mind. I just can't find my voice. More cuts end up on my wrist.


Something else i got to hide. Besides the smile i used to have. But now it's hid behind. The other part of me is the person i pretend to be. So, you don’t see my tears. I fight all my fears. I can't show emotion. So, i store it all inside. But, it builds up,


I breakdown. I have to cut myself to let it all out. The pills numb my pain puts the stress off to the side and when i bleed it all out, i feel better inside.












Wednesday, October 28, 2009

--==[[ Nothing Else Matters!~ ]]==--










OnLy For A Person Who I Do Loved Forever!~
















--==[[ If I Could Turn Back The Hands Of Time!~ ]]==--



--==[[ KLIK HERE FOR VC ]]==--

How did I ever let you slip away
Never knowing I'd be singing this song some day
And now I'm sinking, sinking to rise no more
Ever since you closed the door

If I could turn, turn back the hands of time
Then my darlin' you'd still be mine
If I could turn, turn back the hands of time
Then darlin' you, you'd still be mine

Funny, funny how time goes by
And blessings are missed in the wink of an eye
Ohh Why oh why oh why should one have to go on suffering
When every day I pray please come back to me

If I could turn, turn back the hands of time
Then my darlin' you'd, you would be mine
If I could turn, turn back the hands of time
Then my darlin' you'd, still be mine

And you had enough love for the both of us
But I, I, I did you wrong, I admit I did
But now I'm facing the rest of my life alone, whoa

If I could turn, turn back the hands of time
Then my darlin' you'd, you would be mine, whoa
If I could turn, turn back the hands of time
Then my darlin' you'd, still be mine

Ohh I'd never hurt you (If I could turn back)
Never do you wrong (If I could turn back)
And never leave your side (If I could turn back)
turn back, the hands (the hands)

There'd be nothing I wouldn't do for you (If I could turn back)
Forever honest and true to you (If I could turn back)
If you accept me back, in your heart, (If I could turn back the hands)
And I love you

Whoa (If I could turn back)
That would be my will (If I could turn back)
Darlin' I'm begging you to take me by the hands (If I could turn back the hands)

I'm going down, yes I am (If I could turn back)
Down on my bended knee, yeah (If I could turn back)
And I'm gonna be right there until you return to me, whoa (If I could turn back the hands)

If I could just turn back that little clock on the wall (If I could turn back)
Then I'd come to realize how much I love you (If I could turn back)
Love you. Love you. Love you (If I could turn back the hands)

  • I Know U Love This Song Once ...
  • I Dedicated This Lovely Song For You ...






Sunday, October 04, 2009

--==[[ Ride The Lightning!~ ]]==--

Sangat marah & bosan ...
lalu tidur ...
kr0ih ... kr0ih ...



Guilty as charged
But damn it, it ain't right
There's someone else controlling me
Death in the air
Strapped in the electric chair
This can't be happening to me

Who made you God to say?,
I'll take your life from you

Flash before my eyes
Now it's time to die
Burning in my brain
I can feel the flames

Wait for the sign
To flick the switch of death
It's the beginning of the end
Sweat, chilling cold
As I watch death unfold
Consciousness my only friend

My fingers grip with fear
What am I doing here?

Flash before my eyes
Now it's time to die
Burning in my brain
I can feel the flames


Someone help me
Oh please, God help me
They're trying to take it all away
I don't want to die

(SOLO)

Someone help me
Oh please, God help me
They are trying to take it all away
I don`t want to die

Time moving slow
The minutes seem like hours
The final curtain call I see
Im through with this
Just get it over with
If this is true, just let it be

Wakened by a horrid scream
Freed from this frightening dream

Flash before my eyes
Now it's time to die
Burning in my brain
I can feel the flames




Saturday, September 05, 2009

--==[[ Everybody's Changing!~ ]]==--

You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can
You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

You're gone from here
And soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same


Wednesday, September 02, 2009

--==[[ Unintended!~ ]]==--



Tears falling down my cheak, whats happening to me? I used to be so strong, but lately i feel so weak. All the stress brings me down. It gives me no choice. I cant seem to speak my mind. I just can't find my voice. Something else i got to hide. Besides the smile i used to have, but now it's hide behind.


The other part of me is the person pretend to be. So you dont see my tears. I fight all my fears. I can't show emotion, so i store it all inside. But, when it builds up, i breakdown. I have to cut myself to let it all out. The pills numb my pain, puts the stress off to the side. And when i bleed it all out, i feel better inside.



You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one Ill always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one Ill always love

Ill be there as soon as I can
But Im busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one Ill always love

Ill be there as soon as I can
But Im busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Ill be there as soon as I can
But Im busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Before you









Thursday, August 27, 2009

--==[[ Bittersweet Symphony!~ ]]==--

The Verve » Bittersweet Symphony

'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life
Try to make ends meet
You're a slave to money then you die
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
You know the one that takes you to the places
where all the veins meet yeah,

No change, I can change
I can change, I can change
But I'm here in my mold
I am here in my mold
But I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mold
No, no, no, no, no

Well I never pray
But tonight I'm on my knees yeah
I need to hear some sounds that recognize the pain in me, yeah
I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind, I feel free now
But the airways are clean and there's nobody singing to me now

No change, I can change
I can change, I can change
But I'm here in my mold
I am here in my mold
And I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mold
No, no, no, no, no
I can't change
I can't change

'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life
Try to make ends meet
Try to find some money then you die
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
You know the one that takes you to the places
where all the things meet yeah

You know I can change, I can change
I can change, I can change
But I'm here in my mold
I am here in my mold
And I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mold
No, no, no, no, no

I can't change my mold
no, no, no, no, no,
I can't change
Can't change my body,
no, no, no

I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
Been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
Have you ever been down?
Have you've ever been down?




Monday, August 17, 2009

--==[[ Leavin'!~ ]]==--




Hey baby girl
I've been watching you all day
Man that thing you got behind you is amazing
You make me want to take you out and let it rain
I know you got a man but this is what you should say

Why don't you tell him that I'm leavin' never looking back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
No more making you cry
No more them gray skies
Girl we flying on a g-5, g-5
And we're leavin' never looking back again
So call your shawty you tell him you found a new man
The one who's so so fly
The one to keep you high
Have you singing all night, like that

Now if I talk it girl, you know that I will walk it out
Man I'll put my money money where my mouth is
Cause you're the baddest little thing that I've ever seen
So I'm gonna ask you one time if you got a man

Don't stress, don't stress, don't stress
Just tell him to the left left left
Don't stress, don't stress, don't stress
Cause we gone & we gone & we gone
No stress, no stress, no stress
Girl you deserve nothing but the best
No stress, no stress, no stress
Girl you need to tell him...


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Sunday, August 02, 2009

--==[[ MenjeLma!~ ]]==--


Helo. Hai. Assalammualaikum warahmatullah.
Entry kali ni tiada apa2 yang menarik. Tapi, saya saja nak share VC Menjelma dari Kaer Azami. Lama dah lagu ni kan? Banyak kali juga dengar. Banyak kali juga tertonton di tv. Tapi, tadi dengar di Funker.Fm macam tiba2 tersuka pula lirik nya. Layan kan saja lah! Hehe... =)


Jari jemari
Menyusun tari, indah pesona,
Tiada tandingannya
Dikaulah puteri yang bersemadi
Dihati ini, namun hadirmu
Kan tetap jadi misteri
Di malam yang sepi kau hadir menjelma
Memukau pandangan
Mungkinkah ini nyata
Di malam yang sepi keu hadir menjelma
Ku tersenyum lalu tergoda
Khayalanku kan bersamamu
Menyulam cinta di hatiku
Bayangan mu yang menghantui
Biar bersama
Sinar rembulan mengiring tari
Dibawah pohon rendang menyeliputi
Puteri misteri, zaman berzaman memukau alam,
Setiap langkahmu buat ku tertanya
Di balik awan kan daku berlari
Memetik bingtang yang berseri
Kan ku mengabdikan,
Menjadi lambang cinta



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Monday, June 22, 2009

--==[[ Kenangan Semalam!~ ]]==--






Ini lirik lagu :


Oh kenangan
Kenangan mengusik jiwa
Ku terhempas...

Jauh di sudut mata
Jiwa kian terpisah
Makin sengsara...

Oh sesalan
Sesalan datang meragut
Hati pedih...

Tak mungkin dapat dilupa
Segala yang kita bina
Hancur akhirnya...

Sampai masa ku teringat
Segala pahit menikam rasa
Hening semalaman
Ku di pusara
Cinta airmata

Oh semalam ku terbenam
Di lubuk asmaraku
Yang jauh ku kembara
Jauh perjalanan
Jauh destinasiku
Namun tidak kesampaian
Ke arah tujuanku...



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Ini VC baru :




Apa yang ingin saya taip :

VC versi lama lagi indah best bunyi dia dari versi baru. Tapi, versi yang saya nyanyi lapan kali ganda lagi best dari dua2 versi. KOh! kOh! kOh!!!

Dah. Itu sahaja. Jangan mara aaa!~ AhaKk!!~



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Wednesday, April 29, 2009

--==[[ Gone!~ ]]==--


There's a thousand words that I could say
To make you come home
Oh, seems so long ago you walked away
Left me alone
I remember what you said to me
You were acting so strange
and maybe I was too blind to see
That you needed a change

Was it something I said
To make you turn away?
To make you walk out and leave me cold
If I could just find a way
To make it so that you were right here
But right now..

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains..

You're gone..
You're gone..
Baby you're gone
Girl you're gone, baby girl, you're gone..
You're gone..
You're...

I don't wanna make excuses, baby
Won't change the fact that you're gone
But if there's something that I could do
Won't you please let me know?
Time is passing so slowly now
Guess that's my life without you
and maybe I could change my every day
But baby I don't want to

So I'll just hang around
and find some things to do
To take my mind off missing you
and I know in my heart
You can't say that you don't love me too
Please say you do

Yeeaah....

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I Drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains

You're gone..
You're gone..
You're gone
You're gone...you're gone.. you're....
Gone

Ohhh...

Oh what'll I do
If I can't be with you
Tell me where will I turn to
Baby where will I be
Now that we are apart
Am I still in your heart?
Baby why don't you see?
That I need you here with me
Oohhh...

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains

Been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains

You're gone..
You're gone..
You're gone
You're gone
Gone
You're gone..

But the truth remains
You're....








Tuesday, April 28, 2009

--==[[ Forever And One!~ ]]==--



What can I do?

Will I be getting through?
Now that I must try
to leave it all behind

Did you see
What you have done to me
So hard to justify
Slowly is passing by

Forever and one
I will miss you
However, I kiss you
yet again
Way down in Neverland
So hard I was triyng
Tomorrow I'll still be crying
How could you hide
your lies, your lies

Here I am
Seeing you once again
My mind's so far away
My heart's so close
to stay
Too proud to fight
I'm walking back into night
Will I ever find
Someone to believe?

Forever and one
I will miss you
However, I kiss you
yet again
Way down in Neverland
So hard I was trying
Tomorrow I'll still be crying
How could you hide your lies
your lies







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