It Is Very Hard To Say The Exact Truth, Even About Your Own Immediate Feelings

Much Harder Than To Say Something Fine About Them Which Is Not The Exact Truth

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

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Date : 17th January 2008
Day : Wednesday
Time : 03:44:15
Venue : Home Sweet Home



For those who called me a friend...


We shared... laughs of joy, moments of pain, tears of happiness~
We earned... care, understanding, as well as a place, in the heart of one another~
We talked... about our dreams, about being best friends for life, just about everything imaginable~
When in trouble... u helped with all ur strength, strength from your love, love from your warm heart~


When i asked why... u simply smiled, u questioned back "What are friends for?"
We walked right beside each other as we felt a friendly breeze, one that i shall never forget. No matter where u'll be, u'll always be in my heart, just promise me that i'll be in yours. Some of u're an angel, who walked into my life. I would hate 2 say goodbye because it seems too soon. But then again we never will since a part of us are always with each other.


A Friend Like You Will Never Turn Me Away.
A Friend Like You Will Be There For Me Everyday.
A Friend Like You Will Hold Me When I Am Feeling Sad.
A Friend Like You Will Rejoice For Me When I Am Feeling Glad.
A Friend Like You Always Knows What To Say And How To Put It Gently, To Make The Pain Go Away.


Today all my feelings hit me all at once, when i found out that u understood. It feels as though i am suffering from this punch, the bad sticks out but i manage to find some good. After we found out we had the same thought, we laughed till we cried. I'm surprised we didn't get caught, we laughed so hard, almost died.


Lips are numb. Stomach aches. Memories. Remember some, pain, not memories, is what time takes. Now greet the day with a smile, trying to never frown. Even though some people are so vile. In my smiles they'll drown. Life will only get harder from here. Think about that almost every time i shed a tear. Look back on the happy times i once had and wish for them to come back.


Never really know which road to choose. Happiness eventually falls on lap. Why does it seem can't smile like before? One day i'll find happiness again. Just have to live my life until then. And while waiting just for that, i think i'll give myself a pat on the back. 'Cuz i've come this far without giving up completely. I'm trying to enjoy life, but it's very difficult.


I guess that's the message i'm trying to send out...


Thank you for being there when needed and even when didn't...
Thank you for being there through the good times and the bad...
Thank you for being there to encourage dreams and crazy ideas...
Thank you for catching before fell down...
Thank you for wiping away the tears when thers was crying...
Thank you for cheering me up and making laugh...
Thank you for all the great memories and the bad...


But most of all... thank you... for being you!!~

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