It Is Very Hard To Say The Exact Truth, Even About Your Own Immediate Feelings

Much Harder Than To Say Something Fine About Them Which Is Not The Exact Truth

Saturday, February 06, 2010

--==[[ Munajat Cinta!~ ]]==--

Picture taken from my bedroom window. Hehe. Maximun zoom.


Baru sahaja sampai di rumah. Tadi, meeting MobileIrc di Kelana Jaya. As, uj, Zam, Uncle, Rentung dan Obi yang hadir. Waktu yang ditetapkan jam 9 malam. Mula meeting nya jam 10 malam. Janji Melayu. Saya pula, lepas setengah jam menunggu baru ada hati nak call. Huhu. Meeting ditangguhkan sehingga minggu hadapan.

Entah kenapa, sepanjang perjalanan tadi hati terasa sayu semacam. Tidak tahu pula apa punca. Sunyi lain macam pula. Kenapa entah? Macam2 yang difikirkan. Lagu Munajat Cinta ni dah berapa kali main entah. Dari dalam kereta, dengar guna hp dalam perjalanan pergi dan balik. Sampai depan pc ni pun on kan lagu yang sama. Ish ...

Rindu? Rindu gelak tawa bersama mereka. Tapi, hati ni macam terlalu keras pula. Ada lah juga ketawa, tapi, tak macam selalu. Isk.. T0uching pula tiba2 ni. Tadi, selama 3 jam lebih bincang2, sikit pun tidak terlintas hati untuk bertanyakan khabar mereka. Kalau boleh, rasa malas untuk memandang wajah, bertentang mata.

Hmm. Terluka sangat kot? Tidak mengapalah. Lagi di fikir, lagi pening kepala. Kalau tidak kerana memang ada perkara penting yang perlu dinbincangkan, tidak mahu saya adakan meeting tadi. Arr... Taip dalam english boleh?

Dear My Best Friend ...

I was sitting there thinking of the words i wanted to say, but they just wouldn't come out right. So, i found a differnet way, i take a piece of paper and i wrote something for you. Just to say that i am sorry. For the 2nd time i guess. But, unfortunately, there's no way to give it to you .

Thank you my best friend. For everything you do. For always being nice to me. For staying by my side. For helping me fix my problems. For never leaving me behind these 2 years. For accepting my thoughts and feelings. Though you do not understand for never giving up on me and being my best friend.

For making me laugh and letting me cry in everything that mean to me. You could never know in some ways you've changed my life. But i could never show. A month before, you care in almost everything about me. And though it so incredible that's just the way you are.

Now, my friend, before i get to mushy, i think, it's time for me to go. But before i leave this ink-filled page, there's one thing you should know. As long as we are living, no matter when or where if you ever need me, just call and i'll try my best to be there.

Thank you my best friend. Thank you for being such a wonderful friend in my life. And good bye. =)

  • Sangat lapar.
  • On d way tadi makan 2 keping roti.
  • Balik pun makan lagi 2 kaping. Tapi, tak boleh nak habis pula. Huehue .. Mual.
  • Kejap lagi nak tidur lah.
  • Sangat mengantuk.
  • And for someone who deserved to be love. I miss you badly.
  • This song is for you my love.
  • Wish that we will meet together soon. =)
  • Selamat Malam Sahabat...







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