It Is Very Hard To Say The Exact Truth, Even About Your Own Immediate Feelings

Much Harder Than To Say Something Fine About Them Which Is Not The Exact Truth

Sunday, April 10, 2011

--==[[ Fade To Black!~ ]]==--

Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filing me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now He's gone

No one but me can save myself, but it's too late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death Greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye










Friday, April 08, 2011

Happiness




Everyone's life is a picture, painted by only one person. Life itself. The picture shows everything we're doing. Everything that have done. But sometimes, life gets tired. Doesn't want to paint a picture. So, Life send problems to stop it. If give up, picture is finished. If keep going, so does the picture.


The question is: How soon do you want to see your picture? Do you want to see it now? When it could be so much more? Or later, when there's so much more than before? It's a choice, will keep going.




Hide behind a mask. Can't see face. Looking at first glance in a happy place. The truth is, that's a lie. Can't really tell that in the back of my mind. What's the point of living? What's the point of being happy if in the end we're going to cry.


But this is something no one sees. This is something no one knows n yet deep inside of me this feeling of hatred grows. So even though this mask reveals a happy side of me, i'll use the mask as a shield to look at what others can never see. =)




Sunday, March 27, 2011

--==[[ Mr. Lonely!~ ]]==--

--==[[ Merrah Amanie at Fiza's Wedding, Taman Tasik Titiwangsa ]]==--



Apa ni? Tiba2 rasa tak best...

Apa ni? Tiba2 rasa berdebar2...

Apa ni? Tiba2 rasa sayu...

Apa ni? Tiba2 rasa sedih...

Apa ni? Tiba2 rasa kurang senang...

Apa ni? Tiba2 rasa nak keluar jalan2...

Apa ni? Tiba2 rasa nak melaung kuat2...

Apa ni? Tiba2 rasa nak bawak diri jauh2...

Apa ni? Tiba2 rasa nak makan banyak2 sampai termuntah...

Apa ni? Tiba2 rasa nak pergi berenang2 di Putrajaya...

Apa ni? Tiba2 rasa nak melepak di karoke sampai pagi esok...

Apa ni? Tiba2 rasa nak layan piano sampai puas...

Apa ni? Tiba2 rasa nak minum ribena banyak2... Haha!

Apa ni? Tiba2 rasa nak balik kampung tanam nenas...Buleh?

Apa ni? Tiba2 rasa nak bawak kereta laju2 tanpa arah... Walah!

Apa ni? Tiba2 rasa nak Huwaaa!!!

Apa ni???

Apa ni???

Apa ni???

Apa ni???

Apa ni??? Tiba2 rasa dah lama tak baca Yassin...

Astaghfirullah...

Tolong! Tolong! Tolong!

Rasa tak keruan ni!!!!

Tolong!!!!!!!

Tiba2 rasa LONELY... Hue... Hue... Hue... =P~







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