It Is Very Hard To Say The Exact Truth, Even About Your Own Immediate Feelings

Much Harder Than To Say Something Fine About Them Which Is Not The Exact Truth

Wednesday, September 02, 2009

--==[[ Unintended!~ ]]==--



Tears falling down my cheak, whats happening to me? I used to be so strong, but lately i feel so weak. All the stress brings me down. It gives me no choice. I cant seem to speak my mind. I just can't find my voice. Something else i got to hide. Besides the smile i used to have, but now it's hide behind.


The other part of me is the person pretend to be. So you dont see my tears. I fight all my fears. I can't show emotion, so i store it all inside. But, when it builds up, i breakdown. I have to cut myself to let it all out. The pills numb my pain, puts the stress off to the side. And when i bleed it all out, i feel better inside.



You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one Ill always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one Ill always love

Ill be there as soon as I can
But Im busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one Ill always love

Ill be there as soon as I can
But Im busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Ill be there as soon as I can
But Im busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Before you









5 comments:

  1. perghhhh....
    sedey giler lagu nie badang!
    nie salah satu lagu peberet aku nie!
    En.Belo slalu nyanyikan utk aku masa zaman muda dolu2...
    ekekekeee......

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  2. Wuhuheuhe ..
    Tu la tuh .. Aku tgh sedih gila gak nih noff.. S0b!~ s0b!~
    **meh pinjam bahu .. isk .. Bahu ko la pulak.. dulu bahu Belo .. Wakakaka...

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  3. bahu aku tgh lenguh2 nie....tido salah bantal!
    sebelom ko nak pinjam bahu aku nie, tlg urutkan dulu leh?
    ekekekee....

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  4. Hoh .. Nak kena urut2 la pulak ni.. Isk... Meh aku c0bet2 bahu tuh .. Nak? Ekeke..

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