No Suprises

A heart that's full up like a landfill
A job that slowly kills you
Bruises that won't heal

You look so tired and unhappy
Bring down the government
They don't, they don't speak for us
I'll take a quiet life
A handshake of carbon monoxide

No alarms and no surprises
No alarms and no surprises
No alarms and no surprises
Silent, silent

This is my final fit, my final bellyache with

No alarms and no surprises
No alarms and no surprises
No alarms and no surprises please

Such a pretty house, and such a pretty garden

No alarms and no surprises (let me out of here)
No alarms and no surprises (let me out of here)
No alarms and no surprises please (let me out of here)

Uprising

The paranoia is in bloom, the PR

Transmissions will resume, they'll try to

Push drugs, keep us all dumb down and hope that

We will never see the truth around, so come on

Another promise, another scene, another

Package not to keep us trapped in greed with all the

Green belts wrapped around our minds and endless

Red tape to keep the truth confined, so come on

They will not force us

And they will stop degrading us

And they will not control us

We will be victorious, so come on

Interchanging mind control, come let the

Revolution take its toll, if you could

Flick a switch and open your third eye, you'd see that

We should never be afraid to die, so come on

Rise up and take the power back, it's time that

The fat cats had a heart attack, you know that

Their time is coming to an end, we have to

Unify and watch our flag ascend, so come on

They will not force us

They will stop degrading us

They will not control us

We will be victorious, so come on

Hey, hey, hey, hey

Hey, hey, hey, hey

Hey, hey, hey, hey

They will not force us

They will stop degrading us

They will not control us

We will be victorious, so come on

Hey, hey, hey, hey

Unintended

You could be my unintended

Choice to live my life extended

You could be the one I'll always love

You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions

You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can

But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged

All my dreams and all my balance

She could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended

Choice to live my life extended

You should be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can

But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

I'll be there as soon as I can

But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Before you…

Goodbye to Romance

"Goodbye To Romance"

[Daisley - Osbourne - Rhoads]

Yesterday has been and gone

Tomorrow will I find the sun

Or will it rain

Everybody's having fun

Except me, I'm the lonely one

I live in shame

I say goodbye to romance, yeah

Goodbye to friends, I tell you

Goodbye to all the past

I guess that we'll meet

We'll meet in the end

I've been the king, I've been the clown

Now broken wings can't hold me down

I'm free again

The jester with the broken crown

It won't be me this time around

To love in vain

I say goodbye to romance, yeah

Goodbye to friends, I tell you

Goodbye to all the past

I guess that we'll meet

We'll meet in the end

And I feel the time is right

Although I know that you just might say to me

What'cha gonna do

What'cha gonna do

But I have to take this chance goodbye

To friends and to romance

And to all of you

And to all of you

Come on now

I say goodbye to romance, yeah

Goodbye to friends, I tell you

Goodbye to all the past

I guess that we'll meet

We'll meet in the end

And the weather's looking fine

And I think the sun will shine again

And I feel I've cleared my mind

All the past is left behind again

I say goodbye to romance, yeah

Goodbye to friends, I tell you

Goodbye to all the past

I guess that we'll meet

We'll meet in the end

--==[[ Nothing Else Matters!~ ]]==--

So close no matter how far

Couldn't be much more from the heart

Forever trust in who we are

And nothing else matters

Never opened myself this way

Life is ours, we live it our way

All these words I don't just say

And nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you

Every day for us something new

Open mind for a different view

And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they do

Never cared for what they know

But I know

So close no matter how far

Couldn't be much more from the heart

Forever trusting who we are

And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they do

Never cared for what they know

But I know

I never opened myself this way

Life is ours, we live it our way

All these words I don't just say

And nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you

Every day for us something new

Open mind for a different view

And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they say

Never cared for games they play

Never cared for what they do

Never cared for what they know

And I know (yeah!)

So close no matter how far

Couldn't be much more from the heart

Forever trust in who we are

No nothing else matters

--==[[ This I Promise You!~ ]]==--

Pict taken at office... 3 months ago... While free sms last... :)

When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along..

And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever,
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never...
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart (give you my heart)
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow,
Forever has now begun...

Just close your eyes (close your eyes)
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you..
This I promise you..

Over and over I fall (over and over I fall)
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all...

And I will take (I will take you in my arms)
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you baby

Just close your eyes
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Every word I say is true
This I promise you

Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh, I promise you...

--==[[ Invincible!~ ]]==--

Follow through

Make your dreams come true

Don't give up the fight

You will be alright

'Cause there's no one like you in the universe

Don't be afraid

What your mind conceives

You should make a stand

Stand up for what you believe

And tonight

We can truly say

Together we're invincible

During the struggle

They will pull us down

But please, please

Let's use this chance

To turn things around

And tonight

We can truly say

Together we're invincible

Do it on your own

It makes no difference to me

What you leave behind

What you choose to be

And whatever they say

Your souls unbreakable

During the struggle

They will pull us down

But please, please

Let's use this chance

To turn things around

And tonight

We can truly say

Together we're invincible

Together we're invincible

During the struggle

They will pull us down

Please, please

Let's use this chance

To turn things around

And tonight

We can truly say

Together we're invincible

Together we're invincible

Fix You ...

When you try your best, but you don't succeed

When you get what you want, but not what you need

When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep

Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face

When you lose something you can't replace

When you love someone, but it goes to waste

Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below

When you're too in love to let it go

But if you never try you'll never know

Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down on your face

When you lose something you cannot replace

Tears stream down on your face

And I...

Tears stream down on your face

I promise you I will learn from my mistakes

Tears stream down on your face

And I...

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

--==[[ Fade To Black!~ ]]==--

Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filing me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now He's gone

No one but me can save myself, but it's too late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death Greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye

--==[[ Just A Dream!~ ]]==--

Lama gila tak hapdet!!!!

Layan lagu ni eh..

Cam besh lak!!!

--==[[ Laskar Pelangi!!~ ]]==--

Matahari terbenam. Pantai Jeram, Selangor. April 2010

Kepala rasa macam nak pecah. Tapi masih mengadap pc. Mata ala2 macam nak pejam je gitu. Huhu. Rutin. Setiap hari sampai ke rumah, saya akan ke dapur, cuci tangan. Jika tidak pun, masuk ke bilik air, cuci tangan dan kaki. Selepas itu buka semua baju. Bertowel. On PC. Kadang2, stokin yang terakhir saya buka kalau tidak terus ke bilik air. Macam apa je entah? Bertowel dengan stokin. Haha!

Rutin juga, saya akan melakukan apa sahaja perkara yang patut di hadapan pc. Selagi belum habis melayan game2 RPG online dan game2 di Facebook, selagi itulah saya tak akan bergerak dari depan PC. Saya hanya akan terus mandi sekiranya sampai ke rumah waktu maghrib. Kalau tidak pun, saya akan berhenti ketika terdengar azan berkumandang. Dan kalau lebih dari waktu Isyak, makanya, selagi tak juling2 lah mata mengadap PC, selagi itulah saya batukan diri.

Rutin juga, sambil layan game, saya akan on SAM4 untuk melayan lagu2 yang ada dalam simpanan saya. Kalau tidak melayan lagu, saya akan tonton drama bersiri House yang saya download. Sungguh multitasking kan? Kadang2, terabai juga salah satu. Ada juga episod yang ditonton lebih dari satu kali. Paling tidak pun, saya akan melakukan 3 perkara sekaligus. Game-lagu-karaoke. nGa.

Normal, lagu2 peberet yang ada di blog ini yang akan menjadi halwa telinga. Jika tidak, saya hanya biarkan autolari. Bila ada lagu yang tidak berapa nak sedap, saya akan skip. Bila skip2 pun sama juga, saya akan klik sahaja di folder 'Peberet'. Rela juga saya biarkan sahaja bilik ini senyap kalau kepala terlalu berserabut. Saya juga begitu semasa memandu. Lagu2 peberet di hp sambil melalak sorang2 dalam kereta, atau senyap sunyi.

Hari ini, saya layan game2 sambil mendengar lagu. Saya mengarang di waktu ini kerana sebuah lagu yang begitu menarik perhatian saya. "Laskar Pelangi", nyanyian Nidji yang menjadi lagu tema sebuah filem Indonesia yang juga bertajuk Laskar Pelangi. Sebenarnya, bukan pertama kali terdengar, tapi, hari ini saya betul2 tergoda.

Spontan, saya cari di YouTube. Klip video nya tak berapa nak mantap. Tapi, alunan muzik dan liriknya bagus. Saat ini, dah kali ke 5 ulang dengar. "Menarilah dan terus tertawa, walau dunia tak seindah syurga. Bersyukurlah pada Yang Kuasa, cinta kita di dunia, selamanya." Tidak keterlaluan kalau2 saya kata jatuh cinta dengan lagu ini.

Tangan juga gatal klik link2 yang ada. Maka terjumpalah filem Laskar Pelangi. Cadang nak layan filem ni masa nak tidur nanti. Tapi, memandangkan jam dah 1 pagi, lain kali sajalah. Kalau dilayan karang, lambat pula tidurnya. Kalau dah mula, mesti nak tonton sampai habis kan? Tak payahlah. Lambat pula tidurnya karang.

Kalau tak kerana sms dari dia tadi, memang saya tak perasan waktu sekarang dah tengah malam. Tadi, selepas 2 orang tamu datang tengok bilik, saya ada masak air. Cadangnya nak buat air milo. Pun, dah terlupa juga. Airnya pun dah sejuk. Esok sajalah. Tak mahu lena pula mata ni nanti.

Oww, lupa. Bilik2 di rumah ni akan saya sewakan. Tapi, bila fikir2 semula, rasa macam tidak mahu pula. Dah lama sangat berseorangan di rumah ni. Aneh pula bila ada teman yang tidak pernah kenal tinggal bersama2. Rasa lebih senang hidup berseorangan. Privacy. Lonely. Buat apa pun orang tak kisah. Lainlah kalau teman yang dah memang masak dengan perangai masing2. Kan? Hmm. Macamana nih?

Aah. Baiklah. Mahu merehatkan badan pula. Mandi. Baring. Online guna hp sekejap. Tidur bila kala mata dah terlelap. Macam malas nak mandi pun ada juga ni. Hehe. Hujan di luar sana. Segan pula rasanya nak mandi. Sejuk. Kalau ada tab mandi dalam bilik air tu kan bagus? Hue hue.

• Nak mandi ke tak ... Nak mandi ke tak ... Nak mandi ke tak ...
• Nak buat milo ke tak ... Nak buat milo ke tak ... Nak buat milo ke tak ...
• Arr... Tima kaseh Hayang sebab sms tadi.
  
• Lagu yang anda dengar semasa baca karangan ni adalah lagu Laskar Pelangi.
• Okey!
• Sekian. Terima kasih.
• Selamat malam.
  
• Tata.
  

--==[[ Yesterday ... ]]==--

Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away
Now it looks as though they're here to stay
Oh, I believe in yesterday

Suddenly, I'm not half the man I used to be
There's a shadow hanging over me.
Oh, I yesterday came suddenly

Why she had to go I don't know she wouldn't say
I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday

Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play
Now I need a place to hide away
Oh, I believe in yesterday

Why she had to go I don't know she wouldn't say
I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday

Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play
Now I need a place to hide away
Oh, I believe in yesterday
Mm mm mm mm mm mm mm

Yesterday - Beatles.mp3

--==[[ Gone!~ ]]==--

There's a thousand words that I could say
To make you come home
Oh, seems so long ago you walked away
Left me alone
I remember what you said to me
You were acting so strange
and maybe I was too blind to see
That you needed a change

Was it something I said
To make you turn away?
To make you walk out and leave me cold
If I could just find a way
To make it so that you were right here
But right now..

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains..

You're gone..
You're gone..
Baby you're gone
Girl you're gone, baby girl, you're gone..
You're gone..
You're...

I don't wanna make excuses, baby
Won't change the fact that you're gone
But if there's something that I could do
Won't you please let me know?
Time is passing so slowly now
Guess that's my life without you
and maybe I could change my every day
But baby I don't want to

So I'll just hang around
and find some things to do
To take my mind off missing you
and I know in my heart
You can't say that you don't love me too
Please say you do

Yeeaah....

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I Drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains

You're gone..
You're gone..
You're gone
You're gone...you're gone.. you're....
Gone

Ohhh...

Oh what'll I do
If I can't be with you
Tell me where will I turn to
Baby where will I be
Now that we are apart
Am I still in your heart?
Baby why don't you see?
That I need you here with me
Oohhh...

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains

Been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains

You're gone..
You're gone..
You're gone
You're gone
Gone
You're gone..

But the truth remains
You're....

--==[[ Forever And One!~ ]]==--

What can I do?
Will I be getting through?
Now that I must try
to leave it all behind

Did you see
What you have done to me
So hard to justify
Slowly is passing by

Forever and one
I will miss you
However, I kiss you
yet again
Way down in Neverland
So hard I was triyng
Tomorrow I'll still be crying
How could you hide
your lies, your lies

Here I am
Seeing you once again
My mind's so far away
My heart's so close
to stay
Too proud to fight
I'm walking back into night
Will I ever find
Someone to believe?

Forever and one
I will miss you
However, I kiss you
yet again
Way down in Neverland
So hard I was trying
Tomorrow I'll still be crying
How could you hide your lies
your lies

Iris

mBlog 3rd Copy
Date : 16th January 2008
Day : Thursday
Time : 00:43:27
Venue : Home Sweet Home


So many things cross my mind these days. Am i still who i think i am? Do i have the straight to keep on fighting? All these battles i've gone through. Are they some kind of challange? Or just punishment for the sin of not knowing if i have sinned? My body are bruised and battered. But my mind suffered the most. I thought my way through life. But life fought back.

The more i give. The more i get. I prayed for peace. Hoping for freedom. From all these chaotic situation. Still i get no reply. At least. Not yet. I'm not sure if i should keep on going. Keep on hoping. Keep on wondering. Keep on fighting. Or should i let it be?

Will it count to something? Or will i die for nothing? I can't stop thinking. Am i dying? I'm still living. I'll keep it this way. I'll do it my way. Even there is no way, I'll make my day. This is not the end! Nothing's gonna pinch this nerve of mine. Why doesn't anyone believe in loneliness?

I have million reason why i should run. But, for now, i can't even think of one. who wants to live forever? I'm tired of living...

I love you without knowing how~ or when~ or from where~
I love you straightforwardly without complexities or pride~
I love you because i know no other way then this~
So close ... that your hand ... on my chest ... is my hand~
So close ... that when you close your eyes ... I fall asleep~

Just Me ... True Me ... Poor Me ...
--==[[ PrOpErTy Of BadTz ]]==--

End Of Typing: 01:22:14

--==[[ I Try!~ ]]==--

Games, changes and fears
When will they go from here
When will they stop
I believe that fate has brought us here
And we should be together
But were not
I play it off but I'm dreamin of you
I'll keep it cool but I'm fiendin.
I try to say goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
Goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
I may appear to be free
But I'm just a prisoner of your love
I may seem alright and smile when you leave
But my smiles are just a front
I play it off but I'm dreamin of you
I'll keep my cool but I'm fiendin
I try to say goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
Here is my confession
May I be your possesion
Boy I need your touch
Your love kisses and such
With all my might I try
But this I can't deny
I play it off but im dreamin of you
I'll keep my cool but I'm fiendin
I try to say good bye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near

--==[[ PrOpErTy Of BaDtZ ]]==--