--==[[ My Own Prison!~ ]]==--

http://badtzmemoranda.blog.friendster.com/2006/04/hurt/

I Feel the adrenalin. The pain is a sudden rush to me. I see my pain n worries disappearing. I hide my scars in fear of what u may say … But without u, these scars will not exist.

My love… My life… My reason… I sit here n bleed. My smiles… My tears… My heart tares more n more. U denies ur love… I deny my pain… The pain that i feel when u r not by my side. Some call it love I call it suicide.

The pain never ends n my nights are cold. My arms are empty… The cuts cover up my pain. My smiles cover up the heart as u walk along to blind to see my hurt. My days get harder n my nights never seem to end.

I fake a smile n wipe my tears away. I forget the truth. For when I am with u feels so right. Without u, I find myself lost n confused. Broken n torn. Kiss my pain away. Wipe my blood filled tears. It makes me feel worthless n unknown.

It has no mercy. Whispering in my ear that life has no meaning. It tells me no one cares n why goes on. It makes me feel like I have no purpose…