--==[[ m0ody!~ ]]==--

--==[[ Dawn. Farm. Kg. Pulau/Air Rawa, Gemencheh, N9 ]]==--

Black sun rays fall upon soul casting dark shadows. Causing it to become withered and grow cold skin starts pealing away showing the real me in an ugly way. Today, just the same. Tomorrow, just the same. Yesterday is gone, but the pain will never go away.

--==[[ The Things ]]==--

The clock hands are ticking backwards. It seems things that have happened in the past seem to be coming back. Driving the razor blades into unholy flesh. Leaving here naked and bare. Striped away from all what makes sane. Now drowning in the sorrow of the black sun rays.

--==[[ Restoran Ikan Bakar Lui Ujung (bak kata Uj..hek!~) ]]==--

***Tadek idea.
***Saje2 je taip gituh sbb tu je yg terlintas buat masa nih!~ ahak!~
***Takde kena mengena dgn sapa2 pon yg berkenaan!~
***But .. for this time being .. i'm missin someone..
***sOb!~ sOb!~ =(

--==[[ Oh CaroL!~]]==--

--==[[ Kidnapped From Ezu's Picassa Album =P ]]==--

Wohoo!~

Assalammualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh. Apa kabar sahabat? Sihat? Baru lepas makan? Bagus. Bagus. Selamat. Selamat. :)

Apa nak karang ye? Tiada sebarang idea yang boleh diceritakan di sini. Tapi, keinginan untuk menaip macam meronta2 pula.

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Habis. Tidak tahu apa yang hendak dikarang. Tadi sebelum log in macam banyak yang nak dicerita. Tiba2 fikiran kosong pula. Ish. Esok cuba lagi. sOb!~ sOb!~ :(

Oh! Carol
I am but a fool
Darling I love you
Though you treat me cruel
You hurt me
And you make me cry
But if you leave me
I will surely die

Darling, there will never be another
'Cause I love you so
Don't ever leave me
Say you'll never go

I will always want you for my sweet heart
No matter what you do
Oh! Carol
I'm so in love with you

Oh! Carol
I am but a fool
Darling I love you
Though you treat me cruel
You hurt me
And you make me cry
But if you leave me
I will surely die

Darling, there will never be another
'Cause I love you so
Don't ever leave me
Say you'll never go

I will always want you for my sweet heart
No matter what you do
Oh! Carol
I'm so in love with you...

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Lagu ini berjaya membuat diri saya tersenyum for the whole day semalam. Brp kali round tah layan masa bersiap2 sblm keluar pg, all the way dlm kereta on kat hp pulak. Sampai otw gi jumpa dia lps keja pon masih layan. Siap suruh dia dengar sama2 sesambel nyanyi2 gak! Ahak!
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Jangan Gelak Oke!~ Kaber muka bawah kibod jap! nGe!~
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VC olskul gileh!~ Sila lah layan!~
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Teringat zaman skulah dulu2 praktis dikir barat nyanyi lagu nih~ k0h!~ k0h!~
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siGh!!~ Macam tetiba ada rasa rindu sgt2 lak!~ aHaii!~
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--==[[ The Number Of The Beast!~ ]]==--

Saja2 klik2 kuiz2 mengarut di FaceBook. =D
Sama ke? Tak sama kan?
Miahahahaha!~
Jangan Mara aaaa!~
k0h!~ k0h!~ k0h!~

--==[[ nGa!~ ]]==--

mish mi ?
ahakhakhak!~
enibadi luking fo mi?
hakhak!~
dono wat tu taip..
wan tu share vc onli..
so .. enjoiii...
nGahahah!~

--==[[ Gone!~ ]]==--

There's a thousand words that I could say
To make you come home
Oh, seems so long ago you walked away
Left me alone
I remember what you said to me
You were acting so strange
and maybe I was too blind to see
That you needed a change

Was it something I said
To make you turn away?
To make you walk out and leave me cold
If I could just find a way
To make it so that you were right here
But right now..

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains..

You're gone..
You're gone..
Baby you're gone
Girl you're gone, baby girl, you're gone..
You're gone..
You're...

I don't wanna make excuses, baby
Won't change the fact that you're gone
But if there's something that I could do
Won't you please let me know?
Time is passing so slowly now
Guess that's my life without you
and maybe I could change my every day
But baby I don't want to

So I'll just hang around
and find some things to do
To take my mind off missing you
and I know in my heart
You can't say that you don't love me too
Please say you do

Yeeaah....

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I Drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains

You're gone..
You're gone..
You're gone
You're gone...you're gone.. you're....
Gone

Ohhh...

Oh what'll I do
If I can't be with you
Tell me where will I turn to
Baby where will I be
Now that we are apart
Am I still in your heart?
Baby why don't you see?
That I need you here with me
Oohhh...

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains

Been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains

You're gone..
You're gone..
You're gone
You're gone
Gone
You're gone..

But the truth remains
You're....

--==[[ Forever And One!~ ]]==--

What can I do?
Will I be getting through?
Now that I must try
to leave it all behind

Did you see
What you have done to me
So hard to justify
Slowly is passing by

Forever and one
I will miss you
However, I kiss you
yet again
Way down in Neverland
So hard I was triyng
Tomorrow I'll still be crying
How could you hide
your lies, your lies

Here I am
Seeing you once again
My mind's so far away
My heart's so close
to stay
Too proud to fight
I'm walking back into night
Will I ever find
Someone to believe?

Forever and one
I will miss you
However, I kiss you
yet again
Way down in Neverland
So hard I was trying
Tomorrow I'll still be crying
How could you hide your lies
your lies

Iris

mBlog 3rd Copy
Date : 16th January 2008
Day : Thursday
Time : 00:43:27
Venue : Home Sweet Home


So many things cross my mind these days. Am i still who i think i am? Do i have the straight to keep on fighting? All these battles i've gone through. Are they some kind of challange? Or just punishment for the sin of not knowing if i have sinned? My body are bruised and battered. But my mind suffered the most. I thought my way through life. But life fought back.

The more i give. The more i get. I prayed for peace. Hoping for freedom. From all these chaotic situation. Still i get no reply. At least. Not yet. I'm not sure if i should keep on going. Keep on hoping. Keep on wondering. Keep on fighting. Or should i let it be?

Will it count to something? Or will i die for nothing? I can't stop thinking. Am i dying? I'm still living. I'll keep it this way. I'll do it my way. Even there is no way, I'll make my day. This is not the end! Nothing's gonna pinch this nerve of mine. Why doesn't anyone believe in loneliness?

I have million reason why i should run. But, for now, i can't even think of one. who wants to live forever? I'm tired of living...

I love you without knowing how~ or when~ or from where~
I love you straightforwardly without complexities or pride~
I love you because i know no other way then this~
So close ... that your hand ... on my chest ... is my hand~
So close ... that when you close your eyes ... I fall asleep~

Just Me ... True Me ... Poor Me ...
--==[[ PrOpErTy Of BadTz ]]==--

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